What happened?

So, I decided to go right into 'him'. That life from before, what exactly did happen then... sometimes I'm unsure. I should write about it. Perhaps if I recall my life events I can track where exactly things got 'different'.

My earliest childhood memories go back to about the age of 6 or 7. We were living on Wickson, we being my Mom, Dad and older sister. I went to GO Public school. From what I can remember then, things were pretty normal. I had a best friend named Michael, we hung out all the time. We used to fight a lot too... I mean reallly kick the shit out of each other. I think that's what little boys do.

School was pretty normal at that time too, I was in Kindergarten. Nothing that I can really think of that is abnormal. When my little sister was coming along, I remember having to stay at my grandmothers place. I also went to a different school for a short time. I remember being in class, sitting down with a group of kids listening to the teacher read a book. A guy behind me was kicking me in the back constantly... I was the new kid, so kinda the way it goes. I told the teacher I was getting kicked in the back constantly, so the boy got in trouble. They were all waiting for me outside after school and I can only remember standing there ready to fight them all. I don't really remember what happened, nothing I assume.

I don't really remember coming home and my little sister being a baby, we're 7 years different so it's strange that I don't remember her being around at all. I remember being up late crying one night hoping that my mom was ok in the hospital, not knowing what was wrong.